Being Sober

Wow, soon it will be three years of being sober, actually every day I am proud of myself.  I dream, think and want to drink every day, it is a daily fight not too.  I don’t drink because of my grand-children.  But I want to drink because of my children a lot, but don’t, and fight the urge to do so.  This does make me happy, and truly I know I am better off not drinking, but after quitting for my children, and they still drink in front of me, they will never know the battle I fight.  Really I want to quit smoking as well, but one thing at a time.